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Last published Sun, Jan 6, 2019
Sometimes I think too much. Sometimes I feel too much. Sometimes I say too much. But sometimes I can't think. Sometimes I can't feel. Sometimes I can't speak. I don't know what I'm doing till I've done it. I don't know who I've hurt until they're gone. Things don't make sense anymore.
16 year old Peyton Hanna has been a patient in the Sinclair Psychiatry Unit since she was 13. Diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and suicidal tendencies, she's on lockup. Isolated from any normal outside experiences, she's determined to find a way out and venture into the world she can barely remember. When she finally escapes to what she thinks will be peace, she finds chaos. Until she meets Spencer, a boy she meets in an alleyway. Any simmer of joy, hope, and happiness seemed just like a dream, until they met. With the help of her trouble minded best friend Maxine, all she wants to do is explore. But the dangers are unexpected and betray beyond hurtful. Was Peyton only in the unit for what she felt? Or have they been keeping a secret from her? One that could cost her life that she has now found to finally have a purpose?
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I never thought my life would be like this; trapped in a dark room and scared for my life. A blindfold was wrapped around my head, covering my eyes, making me completely blind and on high alert. My breathing was ragged and I could smell the mold that was most likely covering most of the room. My hands were tied behind my back, my feet tied together and I was sitting on the floor, propped up against a wall. I heard a slight shuffling across the room that was coming closer to me. I tried my hardest to keep my breathing under control to seem confident and fearless, but in reality, I was shitting my pants and squealing like a scared little girl on the inside. To say I was terrified was a drastic understatement. I was petrified, shaking with fear, but they were not going to know that. "Who are you?!" I demanded. If I was going to die, it would be with the name of my kidnapper. A voice boomed closely to me, "Well, if I told you that, this wouldn't be any fun." **************** Skylar James, a 24 year old girl, is kidnapped by a very well known gang who has a vendetta against her family. In an attempt to find light in her situation, she makes friends with one of the members. Logan Grant was forced into the gang at the young age of 16. He was abused until he became emotionless and ruthless, so that one day, he could rule the gang. Everything was going smoothly until Skylar is brought in. With a blindfold wrapped around her head, he instantly feels bad for her, though he cannot show it. Afraid of getting caught, he shows no emotion while others are around. Though, behind closed doors is a whole other story.
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