Guilt and Pain
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Complete Sun, Jan 6, 2019<5 mins
When you fucked up deeply. You can't break out of your chains and the darkness shrouds over you, taking you away as a consequence.
Do the best that you can in life and don't fuck up something precious because you don't know if you will ever get a second chance in life. Be thankful~Jeanie
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