My soul-searching story of a dark past. Growing up in a strict Mormon household I slowly withdraw into a dark world of my own; self-mutilating, suicide attempts and self-medicating with drugs and alcohol. I go into therapy and discover repressed memories of being severely abused by my father. My world degrades into mental illness, becoming involved with a cult, confused sexual orientation and further drug and alcohol use, culminating in a year's exploration with heroin, cocaine and meaningless sex. My self-destruction is assured but when I become ill with a life-threatening illness I must fight to live and discover my salvation. Mature content.

For Me.

Love, drugs, suicidal thoughts.

❰𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄❱ 𝐀 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐓 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 save me take my hand, please use me like a drug. story title inspired by 0X1=lovesong by TXT ☇full synopsis inside. HR: #4 drugabuse 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝: 29th November 2021 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝: 11th December 2021

This is my life's work. It is about a girl and a boy and a love story that ends in heartbreak.

A classic Lovestory Or is it? Read to follow Chase and Becca through finding love. I dedicate this book to my grandma and my grandpa. May you two rest in peace and always be remembered.