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Ongoing, First published Jun 05, 2014
My full name is Alexandra Andrews, but I go by Alex. Ever since I was 14, I'd always been somewhat of a rebellious child. You know, the typical black nail polish, colored hair, and punk clothing, but never anything too bad. But when I was 15, I meet Luke Hemmings, a boy who was trying to start a band and lived down the street from me. Long story, short: I fell in love with him. When I was 17, about two and a half years later, Luke left me. I was heartbroken. I turned to alcohol and drugs to help me survive. I couldn't move on. He did. His band was becoming successful and he didn't need me anymore. But I loved him more than he even knew. 2 months later, right around Christmas, I tried to commit suicide. Now I'm 19 and it's been two years since I've seen Luke.All Rights Reserved
Table of contents
- introduction ~ let me tell you how i badly i fucked upThu, Jun 5, 2014
- one ~ chill the fuck out, i'm fineWed, Jun 11, 2014
- two ~ just kidding, i'm not okayWed, Jun 11, 2014
- three ~ bitch from my pastFri, Jun 13, 2014
- four ~ i almost diedFri, Jun 13, 2014
- five ~ this has got to be a fucking jokeMon, Jun 16, 2014
- six ~ what the fuck is going onTue, Jun 17, 2014
- seven ~ wow, i kind of forgot about himWed, Jun 18, 2014
- eight ~ now i'm in troubleThu, Jun 19, 2014
- nine ~ the worst day of my lifeThu, Jun 19, 2014
- ten ~ she's okaySat, Jun 21, 2014
- eleven ~ is this our final goodbye?Sun, Jun 22, 2014
- twelve ~ i'm fucking leavingMon, Jun 23, 2014
- thirteen ~ now what do i fucking do?Wed, Jul 2, 2014
- fourteen ~ i am not a fucking childThu, Jul 3, 2014
- fifteen ~ i hate my lifeSat, Jul 5, 2014
- sixteen ~ please let this plan workSun, Jul 6, 2014
- seventeen ~ why is she part of my plan again?Mon, Jul 7, 2014
- eighteen ~ that's shockingTue, Jul 8, 2014
- nineteen ~ the bitch can't find meThu, Jul 10, 2014
- twenty ~ where are we going?Sat, Jul 19, 2014
- twenty-one ~ damn, i missed thisSun, Jul 20, 2014
- twenty-two ~ confessionsMon, Jul 21, 2014
- twenty-three ~ fuck, fuck, fuckTue, Jul 22, 2014
- twenty-four ~ escape, round twoThu, Jul 24, 2014
- twenty-five ~ why is everything so confusing?Fri, Jul 25, 2014
- twenty-six ~ how could i forget?Sat, Jul 26, 2014
- twenty-seven ~ i've waited too damn long for thisTue, Nov 11, 2014
- twenty-eight ~ well, it's christmasWed, Nov 12, 2014
- twenty-nine ~ why does this always happen?Thu, Nov 27, 2014
- thirty ~ why is she acting like this?Sun, Nov 30, 2014
- thirty-one ~ and the secrets come outMon, Dec 1, 2014
- ~ author's note ~Tue, Feb 3, 2015
- thirty-two ~ yay, i'm suddenly a positive personWed, Feb 4, 2015
- thirty-three ~ today's the dayMon, Feb 9, 2015
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