Asleep: Your Love for Me

I would like to say that your love for me was enough to change me and maybe it has. I would love to show the world how your love healed me once before. I yearn to feel once again your love and how it rescued me from the darkness I was in. Your love that is not absent, not when I asleep and awaken. Your love is now all I can aspire to feel until the end of time. I can't say that I can even begin to describe it because before I even began here I was lost once again. But I must make it clear that this was through no fault of your own. It was because my soul is of a rebellious nature. Your love, always here always there, never seizing never-ending. Eternal and ever suffering. And yet there is something missing in the equation of your love. See the love is so pure and so righteous that there seems to be missing an understanding. Can we feel that which we can't understand? Will my mortal self ever come close?