I never met anyone like Kaye, so remote, distant, broken. And yet something pulls me towards him. Do you know what I mean? Like a moth towards the light. And just like a moth, that keeps crashing into the lamp like an idiot, I also just keep getting hurt over and over. The best case scenario would be that I get out of this situation with a broken wing, ... and in the worst case, well, I won't even survive this. But the whole thing got an element of the ridiculous to it if you consider, I wouldn't even mind either outcome if it was for him... ( -Chiantey )
▷This story is the tale about different hardships in matters of love, bullying, friendship and sexuality of teenage kids living in Bradford. They are all somehow in some way linked to each other, ...just without knowing it yet.
This is the first book of a series and in this particular one we are looking into the life of a seventeen-year-old girl named Chiantey, her college time in the UK, the struggle of growing up and finding herself and where she belongs, and of course her very first love Kaye...which turns out more complicated than what she ever anticipated her first love to be.◁
- Themes: Love, mental health, teen-drama, sexuality, friendship, college.
- /Possible/ Trigger warning: violence, bullying, substance, suicide
"Dear Heart,
Why HIM?"
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Skyla Elliot is your typical tomboy with many friends who are boys but no boyfriend. She has just transferred to a new school and on her very first day, she bumps into the school hunk, Phoenix Gray. Their eyes met and Skyla felt as if she was struck by lightning. A tingling shiver ran down her spine and before she knew it, she had developed a not-so-small crush on the acclaimed basketball player.
but-
Phoenix never noticed her and in his opinion, she was just another average girl who seemed to fancy "THE PHOENIX GRAY." Skyla just wanted to talk to him, know him and maybe fall completely, madly, head over heels in love with him but will he ever reciprocate those feelings?
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"I'm not even a whisper in his thoughts but he's screaming in my mind." Skyla shook her head, giving off a faint smile.
"This was expected because I'm not the kind of girl guys fall in love with."
She loved him... But did he?
Will her one-sided love ever blossom into something more?
A story filled with true friendship, love, betrayal and a lot, A LOT of heartbreak.
[A/N: I know the description is not that pleasant, but give the book a chance and I promise it will not disappoint you. The grammar isn't perfect, so please excuse that, teehee... I hope you'll enjoy it:)]