I never met anyone like Kaye, so remote, distant, broken. And yet something pulls me towards him. Do you know what I mean? Like a moth towards the light. And just like a moth, that keeps crashing into the lamp like an idiot, I also just keep getting hurt over and over. The best case scenario would be that I get out of this situation with a broken wing, ... and in the worst case, well, I won't even survive this. But the whole thing got an element of the ridiculous to it if you consider, I wouldn't even mind either outcome if it was for him... ( -Chiantey )
▷This story is the tale about different hardships in matters of love, bullying, friendship and sexuality of teenage kids living in Bradford. They are all somehow in some way linked to each other, ...just without knowing it yet.
This is the first book of a series and in this particular one we are looking into the life of a seventeen-year-old girl named Chiantey, her college time in the UK, the struggle of growing up and finding herself and where she belongs, and of course her very first love Kaye...which turns out more complicated than what she ever anticipated her first love to be.◁
- Themes: Love, mental health, teen-drama, sexuality, friendship, college.
- /Possible/ Trigger warning: violence, bullying, substance, suicide
"It's hard to love with a broken heart."
Luz Noceda has been left heart broken so many times, she just forgot how to love, how to feel, and how to have fun. Never had friends growing up. Hell, she didn't even know what it was like to have a childhood, from a young age she knew things were always going to be tough for her, having to grow up faster than her peers and face reality was something she new very well.
What happens when one day, she stumbles upon a magical door that takes her to a whole new dimension. Will she finally know what it is like to love and feel loved? Or will she keep her barriers up and never know the feelings?
Warnings:
-Drinking
-Emotional Abuse/ Physical Abuse
-Cursing
-ED (Eating Disorder)
-Lime (light smut)
-Suicidal thought/ Suicidal attempts
Please enjoy!