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Everything.

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Blood. Dripping to the floor. Coming out from the wrists and waists. 

People. Laughing,pointing and teasing. Makes me sick. 

Life. Falling down. Making me feel crazy. 

I always felt wanna suicide. But why cant I ? Till' that day. 16th July. They'll regret for calling me. 

Fat
Anorexic 
Stupid
Slut
Bitch
Whore 


I.Myself.Me 

I am useless. I dont belong here. Will someone hang me and stab me multiple times ? 

Ill be grateful. 

This story is about me. 

Leah Cramer. 

©NicoleAriyanaAll Rights Reserved

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