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Jisung always knew he was different.

When the other boys would talk about their crushes on girls in the class, they'd explain how they felt butterflies. How their heart raced when they held their crushes hand, even when she just talked to them.

Why could Jisung not feel that? 

But he did, just not for girls.All Rights Reserved

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