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living a lie | park jisung

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anxiety boyxboy chenle chensung comingout donghyuck gay internalizedhomophobia jaemin jeno kpop lgbt marklee nct nctdream nctu panicattacks parkjisung renjun

Jisung always knew he was different.

When the other boys would talk about their crushes on girls in the class, they'd explain how they felt butterflies. How their heart raced when they held their crushes hand, even when she just talked to them.

Why could Jisung not feel that? 

But he did, just not for girls.All Rights Reserved

anxiety boyxboy chenle chensung comingout donghyuck gay internalizedhomophobia jaemin jeno kpop lgbt marklee nct nctdream nctu panicattacks parkjisung renjun

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