You and I

He told me it was him and me till the end. He knows of my depression. He knows that I cut. He knows everything about me. That's why he is my boyfriend. So he told me that he will be with me, and that nothing would separate us. So I stopped cutting and my depression, well you could say it went away. Yeah I still feel worthless, but not all the time. Everyone has their moments. Then something happened to him. He started using drugs, and he started to hang with the wrong crowd if you know what I mean. Then he started to hit me. He has never bit me before, and it scared me. But I stayed with him. He got worse and worse with the drugs and everything. I then decided that I would leave him. My depression then came back, and I started to cut again. I just hope it stops soon. I was used to pain, but after not having to do this for a while, well it hurts. But one thing remains on my mind. Him saying that "You and I till the end." I guess us till the end won't happen. If only it did.