Misfit
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I never cared for anything. But now, why couldn't I do the same?
Why do I keep on holding this life together when everything I touch always breaks apart. Everyone who gets close gets shattered. Every-fucking-one left with a scar.
Will this life continue on with every misfit it brings?
Will I still choose to compromise?
Will it be enough to make this life last?
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