This is about a boy named Benjamin Peterson. It shows his struggles and hardships in his life. From the smallest struggles such as a lisp, to being gay, to abuse. Be warned this story is not a happy one, it is full of suffering and pain. There is hope, Benjamin finds out quickly that no matter what hell he goes through love will provide. He meets a boy named Carson Grey, and soon his life is spiraling around. He has made it this far, the question is, will he make it out alive?