words_of_a_suicide_girl
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Last published Sat, Nov 27, 2021
nunca has tenido ganas de desaparecer?
de decir: "Basta! No aguanto más!"?
siempre alguien te humilla, te daña, te insulta y sobre todo siempre hay alguien que te lleva al abismo del suicidio...
muchas veces me han dicho que debería estar en el psiquiátrico me dijo una amiga...
antes de que se la llevaran se colgó...
llega un momento en que dejas de fingir
dejas de ser una máscara
dejas de ver luces que demuestran que no has conseguido morir...
dejas de sentir dolor o pena
y sólo sientes lo que llevas anhelando tanto tiempo...
y ves la oscuridad eterna...
...por fin
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