Pills and Potions // Niall Horan

No one gets me. I'm the loser from school everybody picks on. It all started on Facebook but then it grew to physical, but my best friend still stayed by my side no matter what. Everybody else ran off and got a better life. Everything was the same getting beat up at school, running home crying and going to my solution to try and make me forget but only made things worse was my potion, cutting. It was like a drug to me. There used to be a time where I wouldn't be cutting.

5 years down the line everything's the same except one thing was added to my drastic life, and that was Niall. My boyfriend. He is the only one that knows about my cutting and begs me to stop and so I try but it never seems to work and I still go back to that messed up blade. Only causes pain never good.

How long will it take until my suicidal thoughts become reality?