Through the Looking Glass

Hey! So you've come across my book of poems, give it a try and tell me what you think about it, feel any connections? Give it a read, I promise it won't hurt. 
Heres a sneak peak of one of them:

I wonder

I use to always wonder......................
What its like to be broken hearted
Out of love or despairI use to always wonder......................
Will I cry? or Will I wish I could die?
Would I sit alone in my room?
And wonder why? 
Or will I listen to stupid love songs and cryI used to always wonder......................
What its like to have your heart riped apart
What the pain feels likeWhat it feels like to fall 
And be cought And What it feels to loveI use to always wonder.....................
But I guess I'll never know
Till I actually fall