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C.186

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alltag black corbeau depression deutsch fassade gedanken german krahe literatur mensch misanthropie paradox psyche roman sarkasmus stadt student surrealismus zynismus

"Es ist leicht, seinen Erzfeind in die Irre zu führen. Aber was ist mit uns? Können wir uns selber hinters Licht führen? Sind wir wirklich schlau genug, um zu Idioten zu mutieren? Dummheit ist und bleibt die Quelle alles Wissens auf dieser - von Zerfall gepeinigten - Erde."
  Diese Geschichte folgt den teilweise skurrilen Gedanken und Taten eines zynischen sowie misanthropischen, 22-jährigen Medizinstudenten namens "Corbeau", welcher sich 186 Tage mit einem seiner Meinung nach relevanten Paradoxon der menschlichen Psyche auseinandersetzt. Die Geschichte beginnt am letzten Tag dieser Auseinandersetzung und kulminiert am Anfang des 187ten Tages, der Leser folgt dabei jedem seiner Schritte. Die Geschichte wird aus der Ich-Perspektive erzählt.

NOTE: Hier handelt es sich um mein erstes deutsches Werk, welches noch in Arbeit ist. Meinen jetzigen Schreibstil könnte man sicherlich als juvenil und ausbauungsfähig beschreiben.All Rights Reserved

alltag black corbeau depression deutsch fassade gedanken german krahe literatur mensch misanthropie paradox psyche roman sarkasmus stadt student surrealismus zynismus

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Prolog: Epigramm der Lügen
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