Many Trigger Warnings!! Mentions of: Depression Suicide Cutting Physical, Mental, Emotional Abuse Harassment The phrase I say every day; "I'm sorry" My life... I don't know how to describe it... To sum it up it's Crazy, Scary, Depressing, and so much more. To hide away my pain, I write. From fan-fictions based on TV showed I like on my main account to this account where I write my poems so my family and friends can never find them. This story is basically my diary, my diary of every horrible thing that has happened to me or that I feel and I am trusting the world of Wattpad to read every little thing about it and leave them to wonder who I am and if I'm ok. Read this book and see the side of me I hide from most people, minus my boyfriend who is there to support me, and live my horrid adventures that have occurred throughout my life. If this hurts you I'm sorry. Oh and this author just signed up for the 2019 Watty's.