living in memories
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Last published Sun, Jan 27, 2019
Having your heart broken sucks. That's all Dan knew about the end of relationships. That's all books and movies could've taught him over the years. What he didn't know was how it really felt. Until now. He didn't know how words could sting like bees and how the loss of a persons touch could make you feel empty and drained. Nothing in life could ever prepare you for that. And yet it had happened, pushing him into the ice cold water of unknown feelings and emotions.
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