My Heart's Questions and Decisions

I wake up. Its 3am and I'm on very comfy couch that reminds me of home. Not to mention I have a killer headache. I look around and take in my surroundings. We Are Young- Fun is blaring from an I-pod strangely familiar, couples are grinding on the dance floor which is actually just a living room with photos of a person who looks a lot like me on the walls, two people are making out, and another group of people are playing a game of quarters on a dining room table that I've known for years. The coffee table is a mess of empty red solo cups, food, and another thing I can't identify. Although it looks a lot like cigarette ashes. I sit up and my head starts to pound even harder. The front door opens and I see a very familiar face, when it all hits me why I'm here. I'm at my own party, and I'm here to tell him my feelings. I stand up and think one last thought. Its now or never........