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abuse found helpless love romance

Everyone is afraid of dying alone. Or being alone forever. Everyone wants a someone. 
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"Oh I'm so sorry. I didn't see you there. I'm so sorry." I quickly wipe away my tears and pick up my stuff. I don't even notice that I've badly skimmed my knees. "Are you okay?" I ask in concern when I look up, but abruptly  freeze when I see who it is. 

"No worries. Are you alright? Did you get those cuts from the fall?" The supposedly dangerous, Orion, softly asks me. My eyes widen and I quickly remember that I have a bad cut on my cheekbone and lip. 

"Fine." I murmur before I run away as fast as I can. I can feel his eyes on me as I run. Then I hear the sound of feet running after me. 

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Edie, a 20 year old college student going to Johns Hopkins University for medical school, goes through a rough breakup with an extremely abusive boyfriend a few years back. She's tired of being used and mistreated from everyone in her life. She just wants to be loved and wanted. 
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Orion, a 21 year old student studying engineering at Johns Hopkins University, is the quiet guy that is only friends with a few guys. Due to rumors about him and his friends that may or may not be true, they're seen as dangerous and unfriendly. In result, it doesn't allow him to make friends easily. He just wants some to look at him like he's not a monster.Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

abuse found helpless love romance

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Ch. 1 ~ "Love"
Sel, Jan 15, 2019

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Ch. 1 ~ "Love"
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