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abuse found helpless love romance

Everyone is afraid of dying alone. Or being alone forever. Everyone wants a someone. 
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"Oh I'm so sorry. I didn't see you there. I'm so sorry." I quickly wipe away my tears and pick up my stuff. I don't even notice that I've badly skimmed my knees. "Are you okay?" I ask in concern when I look up, but abruptly  freeze when I see who it is. 

"No worries. Are you alright? Did you get those cuts from the fall?" The supposedly dangerous, Orion, softly asks me. My eyes widen and I quickly remember that I have a bad cut on my cheekbone and lip. 

"Fine." I murmur before I run away as fast as I can. I can feel his eyes on me as I run. Then I hear the sound of feet running after me. 

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Edie, a 20 year old college student going to Johns Hopkins University for medical school, goes through a rough breakup with an extremely abusive boyfriend a few years back. She's tired of being used and mistreated from everyone in her life. She just wants to be loved and wanted. 
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Orion, a 21 year old student studying engineering at Johns Hopkins University, is the quiet guy that is only friends with a few guys. Due to rumors about him and his friends that may or may not be true, they're seen as dangerous and unfriendly. In result, it doesn't allow him to make friends easily. He just wants some to look at him like he's not a monster.Tutti i diritti riservati

abuse found helpless love romance

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Ch. 1 ~ "Love"
mar, gen 15, 2019

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Ch. 1 ~ "Love"
mar, gen 15, 2019

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In Shadows of Night

I woke to a sudden breeze invading the warmth from the heavy blanket that caressed my skin. Here, alone with my thoughts, the still, calm quiet in the atmosphere is almost painful. I feel suffocated in the clingy, static air. In quiet, still moments like these, I can almost feel Him. I don't know who "Him" is, but I can feel his presence. It's almost calming, especially on fearful, anxiety fueled nights. Usually, he was the strongest when I had a nightmare. The nightmares weren't as common now, but, right after everything happened, I was having them every night. I'd wake up and swear I was drenched in blood, my eyes and lips sticky, my nose filled with the smell of iron and fuel. After everything, that's when Him first came. From there, he just never left. I can usually sense when Him is near. Today, though, his presence is stronger. I can almost feel Him next to me, weighing down the mattress. Some nights, I roll over and imagine how he looks, envision his smile or the sparkle in his eyes. He's never there and I'm left clutching to the thought that he exists, staring into empty air. Tonight, though, I swear I can reach out and touch him. Extending my hand gently, I sweep my hand out into the darkness and meet an inexplicable warmth. A scream rips from my lungs as hands cover my face and two icy blue eyes stare back at me, daring me to speak again. A soft cloth caressed my nose and mouth before I felt myself fade into bed. All Rights Reserved. Contains graphic descriptions of violence and assault. Contains battle scene.