Twenty-two-year-old Ethan West has autism. He doesn't know how to tie shoelaces. He doesn't know how to ride a bike. He doesn't know what you shouldn't talk about in public. He doesn't know how to lie. I am Elizabeth Thall. People say I'm the prettiest girl in the senior year. I had my whole life figured out. I thought I knew everything. Then I met him. He was different from anyone I had ever known. He was unswervingly loyal. He was so brutally honest he made me want to cry. But he also made me smile like never before. I fell irrevocably in love with him. There was no other way. But I found out that he wasn't mine to love.