Punishment Journaling
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Last published Mon, Jan 14, 2019
This is me writing how i feel daily while i am grounded and have no phone, i am depressed right now and i feel like i have nothing to look forward to. My anxiety is super bad and i feel so lonely. Is that what my parents goal is for the punishment? I don't know but it feels like it .
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