All I Know Is Silent Pain

How do I live like this? How come it won't stop? Does he know he's killing me? I feel my tears, can he see them? I would scream, but I can't. I would ask for help, but I don't want to. He's the only one I trust. I stay silent for him. He's all that I have. I take the pain because I'm not dead. This is who I am. This is how I live. This is the only thing I have and know. My loud love keeps me alive. My silent cries keep me alive. My silence keeps me alive. It's all that I have to live for. After all, All I Know Is Silent Pain.