"Is that all you're going to do for the rest of your life? Just smoke pot and throw your life away?" He looks at me for a moment then places the delicate roll in his mouth. "Trust me doll, if you weren't so stubborn i'd be doing you for the rest of my life." I draw silent. He brings the lighter to his face and lights the joint sitting between his perfect lips. --------------------- THIS BOOK STARTS OFF BAD BUT GETS BETTER I PROMISE !! ****** I know that Brendon Urie is very problematic these days but I started this book in 2018, slowly updating it over time, and I do plan to finish it and keep it on this platform. Although I have lost a good amount of respect for Brendon, I do love old P!ATD songs and the band was a huge part of my life when I was in middle school/high school and even growing up. Once this book is finished I do not plan to write fanfiction involving Brendon on my platform due to his past behavior. If this offends you whether you hate Brendon or still love him, I do have a soft spot in my heart for this book since it is the first one I've ever wrote and it will continue to stay on this platform unless I decide otherwise. In other words, REGARDLESS OF WHAT BRENDON HAS OR HAS NOT DONE I AM NOT DELETING THIS BOOK.****** DISCLAIMER: I have nothing against Sarah and Brendon but she will not be appearing in this story. This book is simply for entertainment purposes. All the love, x - author. WARNING: This book will contain strong language, drug usage, smut, etc.