Broken Shards

"Hello Hun I'm your therapist Mrs.Mayflower,what's your name dear"she says in a soft tone and I'm confused but I nod anyway

"So hun what's your name?"she asked me in a soft tone

"M..my name is Ciara Winters"I say in a whisper looking down and the concrete ground

"Ok Ciara and how old are you"she asks

"I....I'm 10 years old"I say and the woman reaches out to hold my hand and I flinch away she writes something down on her note pad

"Do you no why your here Ciara"she asks me and I smile and nod and when I do she looks a little frightened but contains it"could you tell me why your here Ciara"she asked me and I nod

"I..I was in class and a b..boy walked up to me and asked me why I had a b....black eye and that it made me u...uglier than before"I say stuttering I'm nervous to tell her the rest so I stop

"Ciara dear will you please tell me the rest of the story"she said putting my hand in hers I flinch from surprise but I keep my cool and nod

"W..when the boy said that it made me really sad s..so I grabbed my p...pencil from the table and I p...pushed him down and I stabbed him in his eye alot until I saw his blood squirting out of his eye and I kept on stabbing him while he was screaming and everyone was at recess while we were locked in the classroom alone so I think he was asking for me to kill him Mrs.Mayflower"I say smiling until I look up into the woman's eyes and feel her hand slip off of mine and I cloud see the fear in her eyes and I liked that fear she had...

"C...Ciara darling don't you feel guilty for your doing"she asked me with fear in her eyes and I grinned a huge grin and I stood up on the table

"Well you see miss ummm what's your name oh ohhhh yeah Mayflower I guess you don't know what it feels like to be beat on by your mother everyday because you remind her of your father and your stepfather do w..whatever he wants with you,you don't know what it's like to feel empty on the inside"I stated with a blank stare