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Almost Heaven

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Alfred Jones, the personification of the United States of America, is done.
 
He is done with all of the other countries. He is done with being called names all of the time.

Overall, America is done with his life. He is tired of being the laughingstock of the world. He is tired of trying to pretend everything is okay . . . 

Because it's not. Everything is not okay.

So what does America do when he is confronted and his false smiles and webs upon webs of lies start to deteriorate?

Simple - he runs away. He runs away to the last place that anybody would expect to find him. He runs away from his responsibilities, because he simply cannot handle them anymore. 

America runs away from the world, and, in doing so, manages to find a light where he thought there would be none. But would this light be enough to help America?All Rights Reserved

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Forever and Always is Complicated (UsUk Fanfiction) by boredngay

Alfred and Arthur had been dating for a little while, but now they had been just drifting apart. They didn't feel the same way they did when they first started dating, the spark was gone. or so they thought. They bickered and fought over everything nowadays. One day passed, weeks, months, and the big one happened.. The big fight that ended it all. Arthur left and the Hollywood Dream Team -dubbed by Francis- had broken up. It absolutely broke the both of them. Arthur learned how to cope; Alfred just wasn't the same. Present day, Arthur is haunted with awful flashbacks of the past, sometimes good as well, he's haunted with memories he'd rather forget. The same goes for Alfred, he just wants to do his job in peace but in all reality he just wants Arthur back, his forever and always. With a little help from Arthur's little brother and Francis and other friends Alfred does anything he can to get his forever and always back. I do not own Hetalia or its affiliates. I do not own Arthur Kirkland or Alfred Jones.

Wrong Reflection by WeirdestArrow

For about 400 years, Alfred F Jones believed he was the only personification of the United States of America. That is, until his counterpart from another dimension appeared in New York City-cue chaos. (Or my kind of crack Countryhumans x Hetalia fanfic) (The cover was made by @APeculiarChild2 as a joke lmao)

Playing the Fool by Ireadsstuff

*This is the older version-Rewrite will be out soon* Some day, everyone's had those days where it isn't even worth getting out of bed... Well not everyone can face those gray days with a idiotic smile on their face quite the same way America can. But what will happen when even a smile can't solve the problems you face everyday. Follow the events leading up and after when the world's most idiotically cheerful country just can't handle it anymore. (I don't claim to own the hetalia cast, only the plot of the story and how I write it)

The Fake Smile He Wears by PotatoNoLife

No Ships! i do be cringing at this very hard but I'll keep it up for y'all. note that the quality is very questionable and like most people i've reflected on the cringiness <3 The Ancients saw many of their children and grandchildren suffering alone, no one noticing the other's pain. The fake mask, the 'happy' countries wore. The secrets they all hid. The Ancients couldn't let this just happen, they came up with a plan. America was the unfortunate victim and test subject. America is the happy, joyful, always smiling, and loud country, but what if everything they know about him is a lie? A mask no one could see through. The mask no one tried to look through. There was a lot they didn't know about him. A lot he hid from them. A lot he kept inside his cracking heart. Secrets will be spilled, and skeletons will come out of the closet. Feelings kept inside for so long, will come out. The sides of America they never knew of will come out today. The mask will come off today. The mask that's been worn for so long. Will he be saved? What happened to America? Who is America really? How many lies have been told? How many hearts will be broken? Did they ever know America at all? How many friendships will be built, and how many destroyed? How long has America deceived them all? How will they see America now? Will America come out of this better or worse? Was doing all of this right? Only time will tell. WARNING⚠️⚠️⚠️: Mentions of suicide, eating disorders, self harm, other mental disorders, and depression. If you are suffering from any of these things please get help. I know someone out there cares for you, if you can't find someone who cares for you, I do, so please get help. Don't ever do any of this stuff. If you don't like this stuff or if it bothers you please don't read it, if not continue, you have been warned. Some stuff may be really inaccurate and I don't mean to offend anyone. Best rank Alfred Jones #1 Cover picture isn't mine, please don't sUe mE

Unraveling by maxine247

America is the world's number one superpower. We all know that. And to be a superpower, you gotta have a strong mindset. A really strong mindset. Alfred does have that but..... with all the verbal abuse he goes through on a daily basis..... It's hard.... and each insults unravels his strong mindset a bit. Just a little. But what happens when all that unraveling starts to show?

Descent by maxine247

Many things fall. Such as heros. All heros eventually fall. Some because of a villian. But America? No, this hero was falling to something else. Something worst. Something more painful. He was falling to those he thought we're his friends and family. ----------------------------------------------------------------- You would think that he was one of the happiest people you would ever know. But that's a lie. America- no- Alfred was hurting. He was taking one to many hits. The pain was getting out of control. Everything was spiraling downwards. And America was desending further into depression. Warning: Self harm, depression, anxiety, eating disorders. Adopted from @The-Schuyler-Sisters

Save Me. by Ravioli_221b

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Starting New by maxine247

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Clueless Boy // Rusame // UkUs // by Rounsin1

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The Actor by ImAProfessional0

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Forever and Always is Complicated (UsUk Fanfiction)

Alfred and Arthur had been dating for a little while, but now they had been just drifting apart. They didn't feel the same way they did when they first started dating, the spark was gone. or so they thought. They bickered and fought over everything nowadays. One day passed, weeks, months, and the big one happened.. The big fight that ended it all. Arthur left and the Hollywood Dream Team -dubbed by Francis- had broken up. It absolutely broke the both of them. Arthur learned how to cope; Alfred just wasn't the same. Present day, Arthur is haunted with awful flashbacks of the past, sometimes good as well, he's haunted with memories he'd rather forget. The same goes for Alfred, he just wants to do his job in peace but in all reality he just wants Arthur back, his forever and always. With a little help from Arthur's little brother and Francis and other friends Alfred does anything he can to get his forever and always back. I do not own Hetalia or its affiliates. I do not own Arthur Kirkland or Alfred Jones.