Beautiful Disaster

The kiss was tender yet urgent and needy, I couldn’t help but let a moan slip as he lightly tugged my hair causing me to gasp, giving him the chance to plunge his warm tongue into my awaiting mouth. I didn’t know if it was the alcohol in my system or the need to rebel against my parents strict and constant rules that made me act this way or if it was the temptation that the beta’s son Leo wanted me. Whatever the reason I liked not having to think of consequences and live in the moment, and not being patronized or talked down to for every move I made.

His hands began to tug at the bottom of my shirt before pushing it up my body and off over my head, my breathing hitched and my heart bear soared. Expertly his hands wrapped around my body and unclasped my bra strap, and moved slightly enough to let my bra slid down my arms and land on the floor. I was more exposed to him than anyone besides my mother had seen before, and a blush rose to my cheeks as his breath fanned across my breasts.

After endless and none stop kisses and more cloths being shed both of us were both as naked as the day we were born. In one swift movement he plunged deep inside of my core and I let out a strangled cry from the pain, this wasn’t like the pleasure he was giving me earlier and in no way felt good. Slowly he began to slide in and out of me, tears ushered out of my eyes.

This was not what I had thought it would be at all.

“Are you okay?” His voice husky and deep, in no louder than a whisper I answered. “Yes”

He lavished me with kisses as he began to pump in and out of me but the kisses did little to take my mind off of the pain, all I could think about was how much I wished I had never done this.