dont depend on my borderline mind
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Última publicación mié, ene 16, 2019
I have unstabled emotions and relationships. I will love you, and hate you the next day. And love you again. I was diagnosed with a personality disorder, which was called BPD (borderline personality disorder).
I think it was caused by trauma. I hate it.
But then I came across this guy. A sweet and understanding guy. A bit codependent, which I probably hate. At first, I was cold. Actually, I'm very short-tempered. He pisses me off, and I always ignore him. But maybe I should give him a chance.
A borderline, and a dependent into one love story.
//DISCLAIMER: THIS STORY IS NOT BASED ON REAL LIFE. THIS IS FICTION. THIS WAS NOT MADE TO ATTACK ANYONE OR TO TELL THE AUTHOR'S STORY. DON'T GET OFFENDED IF YOU RELATE. I MADE THIS MYSELF AND I DID NOT COPY ANOTHER PERSON'S STORY.//
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