Problematic // Ruby Rose
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Last published Wed, Jan 16, 2019
"I was so much happier before you!" I scream at Ruby as I look at her sink into our couch, a face full of blood and bloody knuckles.
"Were you really happier with him, a guy who doesn't even know what women want in the first place? A guy who gave you shit about not giving him enough attention? If that's what you're happy with then by all means, go back to that lair. You didn't have to stay with me because I am a goddamn mess, I am a piece if shit. Right now I know that I'm not really worth it and you're losing your patients and girl I dont blame you. I am nothing like someone your family wants me to be. But if it's one thing I did right was fall completely, over the hills, in Love with you." I didn't know what to say. By now, she was standing directly in front of me, inches away. Her deep blue eyes causing me to fall harder than ever and I knew then I couldn't walk out on the love of my life.
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