Dismal

I think teenagers are kinda like their own society, we don't really have a place yet, were not sure why were here, we cant be who we need to be, we cant be what we want to be, were not our own person, but old enough to make life changing choices. were not what everyone had hoped for us to be, were just big fat disapointments. Im iris, one of those disapointments. I don't have a place. Nor will i ever. My parents say god put me here to sing, but that was kinda washed down the drain. I was just like every other kid, i loved life, i knew exactly the path i had to take to get to the top. Than i turned sixteen. I didn't fit in anymore, i was always the odd one out. I got dpressed, i never left the house, never talked to anyone, i did everything i could to just lay low, not call attention to myself. So here i am, seventeen, in my Jr. year of high school, never had a boyfriend, sit by myself at lunch, and oh, the most interesting part, I've tried to commit suicide twice, and I've been through all the therapy and such, but it doesn't help. I don't have a place. I never will. Thats the life of iris julia byer. An unordinary girl, just trying to be ordinary