Just a Hopeless Disaster
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Ongoing7m
Last published Thu, Jul 24, 2014
I was a 6 year old girl who had every reason to be happy. I was living in a beautiful fantasy until a door opened up a darker reality. A reality that will take control of my life. A reality that still haunts me at 16years old. At this point no one can help me or make me that "happy" girl I once was because now I'm a hopeless disaster.
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