BROKEN ON THE INSIDE
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In Broken On The Inside, former Actor/Reality TV Personality Jay Raymond gives a "no holds barred" account of his roller coaster ride through life and offers a unique perspective on healing. After spending years hating the world and blaming a series of traumatic events (drug addicted parents, physical and emotional abuse, sex and alcohol addiction, etc), Jay hit a fork in the road and found a way to live in peaceful coexistence with his past. Using humor and self help tips, Jay proves that no matter how dark it is now, there's always something positive to look toward.
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