I never asked for any of this. I want my old life back. The tours, the fans....The boys. I miss it all, quite a lot. But there isn't time for tears.. or, that is what my waiter says. His name's Dean, he's a good man, don't misunderstand me. He's just thinking about my peoples well-being. And he's right. I guess they come first. But having royal blood, has made my life somewhat harder to get through. I still see Harry, Zayn, Liam and Louis, but not everyday like i used to. The words,"Less is more", kind of fits into my life. I want to go back to "Less", you know, the Concerts and fans and everything. Being who i am, is just.... not easy. But for now, this IS who i am.