Where My Demons Hide (Lashton)
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Last published Sun, Aug 3, 2014
Luke has been hiding his eating disorder, self harm, addiction, AND love for Ashton for too long. All these secrets are dragging him further and further into his spiraling depression..what will happen when he finally has had enough? Will his demons destroy him entirely? Or will he be saved?
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