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Illicit Affection

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Parts 4
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bwwm fiction interracial life love teen young

~ "Never settle for someone who wants you over someone who would do anything to keep you."


A person who wants you...

Only gives you attention when it's convenient. If this person is in the mood to see and to interact with you, if this person wants or needs that interaction, then this person will give you attention. Otherwise, if this person isn't in the mood to talk to you, to help you, to spend time with you, to be there for you, he or she will simply be unavailable - until, of course, it's convenient to be there.


A person who needs you...

Is there for you because being there for you is something this person do. This person needs to keep you safe and happy. This person needs you to enjoy life so that he or she, in turn, can enjoy life.Regardless of whether it's convenient or not, this person will be there for you. This person will do anything to avoid losing you, even if it means sucking it up from time to time and doing the little things he or she isn't especially excited to do.


In a fierce, constant battle on what you want and what you need whom will your choose?All Rights Reserved

bwwm fiction interracial life love teen young

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To Us by Vimboxx

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Racist Mate by Unknown_jxd

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Better Than The Movies by HeluheluLove

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Loves Me Not by youdontevennomi

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To Us

You ever looked at someone and thought you were probably in a dream? That they couldn't possibly exist in your reality? Like if you open your eyes or speak too loud they will just disappear and become one of those dreams you try so hard to remember but you can't? That is how i feel when i look at her, Kris. She has become so much more than an interesting girl, so much more than a gorgeous body, so much more than a girl i would mess around with for a couple of days. She is no longer a want, she is a need. i need to know everything about her, everything that makes her smile and everything that makes her cry. i need her to love me as much as i love her. I see the hurt in her eyes every time i look in her eyes, she tortures herself, her words are heavy with regret and self-blame and i want to be the one to save her from all of it, from herself. I want to be the one. PLEASE READ THE FIRST FIVE CHAPTERS AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT YOU CAN STOP. BUT I PROMISE YOU WILL LOVE IT!