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Complete, First published Jan 18, 2019
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Book #2 in The Bonds of Fate series 

"I-I'm s-s-sorry." She wept bitterly, the tears flowing down her cheeks in an uncontrollable stream. "I c-can never g-give you what you want."

Vincent wanted nothing more than to hold her in his arms, comfort her, tell her that everything would be okay but in her current state it probably wouldn't be best. In fact, he wasn't even sure that she would even let him touch her. 

"Please little one," Vincent pleaded, taking a cautious step closer. "It's okay."

"No! It's not!" She continued to weep, her knees weakening. If she wasn't so hysterical she may have been fearful that she would've collapsed. Her sobs softened, until all she could do was repeat her broken plea in a haunting whisper: "I can't give you what you want."

"Baby, please, I don't understand." Vincent kept his voice calm, though it was really tearing him up to have to see his woman in such a way. It broke his heart to see her, curled up, bawling like a wounded child. He had to fight for control.

Another small step closer. He had to comfort her, to protect her- it was a burning need within him worse than anything he had ever felt before. However, there was nothing that could prepare him for the words that would come next. 

"I'm barren." 

***

For Spiraea Johnson, all she's known is the life of a slave. Constantly faced with the pain and suffering dealt by fate.

Alpha Vincent Russo wasn't prepared to find his mate, and he certainly wasn't prepared for her to be a impossible fragile thing that seemed damaged beyond repair. Encouraging her to open up, and earning her trust are ridiculously difficult especially when there seems to be danger lurking nearby.

Perhaps Vincent is exactly what the little one needs to finally feel worthy of love, or perhaps she might just crumble under the weight of change...

"Too tight, and it might shatter, too loose and it might let go..."

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Beautiful Silence #FreshStart

23 parts Complete

" Skyes, its about us. This is very important to me. Skyes... do you love me?" I pause. Do i? I don't even know because i would have feelings then its like my instincts say, no. "The people in your past and what you've dealt with..." He stops and i think i know where this is headed. I can't speak now. Memories and flashbacks course through my mind, but i block them. " All the people in my past can't even touch me." I say to try to convince him. I've never seen him like this. So, broken. "Skyes, i love you so much that i can't lose you. I'm willing to die to keep you safe. Me and my wolf." " I know." " Then, if you do, then can you see the beauty and kindness i see in you." "I'll try, but--" "No, buts. You do or you don't. I want you to see us." Skyes Renee-Johnson is a sweet, caring, and warm-hearted girl. But after all of the people that has hurt and abused her, she now wishes to shut down. But one man who is hard to himself, worse than bad boy type, and made of steel, has a sweet side? Whenever she wants to break, he says no. Will he let her or will she finally get what she wants in life? But everything has its own cost, especially if your blood is special to a hybrid and uses you for a new start in history.

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