Mind Barf: My Journal
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Last published Wed, Feb 27, 2019
Hey guys. You don't have to read this if you don't want to, since it isn't a story with a plot line or something, but there might be some parts with important notifications. If that is the case I will post a message stating so and give the part number which has the notification.
This is rated M for Mature because
a) I am a perv and make dirty jokes
b) I cuss. A lot.
Yeah.
This is Copyrighted, All Rights Reserved, 2019. I am not copyrighting the idea of having an online journal/diary/recreation place or book, what I am copyrighting is the contents of this specific journal. These events are things that happen around me and in my life, and any artwork uploaded in any part is mine, unless I say differently, and every song and/or poem typed onto these digital pages are from my own creative brain.
**DISCLAIMER**
While this will be mentioning some stories from my life, I will not be telling stories that could be potentially triggering. I might talk about some of my depression or a few of my mental health issues or disorders that I have or have been through, but sexual stories will mainly stay out of this unless they are lighthearted jokes.
2nd Disclaimer:
I will not be hiding anything about me that I am okay with sharing. My opinions are not meant to offend anybody, they are just simply what I think. If you are going to be mean or nasty to me because of anything I mention in here, then I advise you to please not mention it. Thank you!!
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