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I wish you loved me as I love you...

Emmieseagreen2005

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Emmieseagreen2005

agnst boyxboy hanahakidisease sadromance

"Hey, Jay? We uh we really need to talk..." I held back a cough feeling the petals filling my mouth. I forced them back down my throat as my best friend of 12 years looked my way. "Yeah Lex, what's up? Is something bothering you?" I took a deep breath averting my eyes, fearful that if I made eye contact flowers would burst out of my neck and my next breath would be my last.  "I know we're only fifteen and I know this is sudden and weird because we're great friends but... fuck... Well, what I mean to say is...why is this so hard..." I trailed off as I mumbled the last of that "sentence" if I can even call it that. "Have you heard of Hanahaki Disease?" Jay shook his head as I suspected. "It happens when you love someone but they don't love you back... It's a rare disease...flowers begin to grow in your lungs and body until you die or it's removed by surgery but then your feelings for that person are removed as well...and I can't "lose feelings" because I don't know how much I'll lose and I guess what I'm trying to say is... I uh... I... I love you Jay and I wish you loved me as I love you but you don't and that's okay." I walked away tears welling my eyes and petals falling to the floor.All Rights Reserved

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It's Just a Cough (AsaNoya) ~completed~ by YourLocalBandChild

Hanahaki is a disease where the affected coughs up the favorite flowers of the one they love, left untreated it can kill in a matter of weeks, you can get a surgery to remove the root, however you will forget everything about your loved one, or never feel love again. More commonly people let it kill them, but this can be avoided by confessing, however if you get rejected, the condition will progress faster and surgery will no longer be an option. The cough will start with a few petals, then progress to the entire flower head, after that a bit of blood, and finally, the entire flower with the stem and blood. If it gets to that point, you likely have days to live. The condition progresses faster or slower depending on how long the love has existed and how strong it is. Some of the warning signs for the disease are high unexplainable fevers along with harsh coughing fits and trouble breathing, these symptoms only occur for the worst cases however, so not everyone will have warning signs. "Great" Asahi sighed with his head in his hands. "Just what I needed." When Asahi gets sick and doesn't recover it's up to him and a few others to figure out what to do before it's too late, only, he has a secret he doesn't want them to know. Some say secrets can kill, but this time it's far too real. (Disclaimer!!! Idk if this will end up being finished but i have the plot mapped out, so if it does get abandoned, i can tell you about the ending if you want.) Literally the only ship in this story Is DaiSuga

~Flowers~ (omasai/saioma) by cvtterlanee

hi uh- if you know me irl or- if you know me at all- go away pls- also this is about kokichi suffering from hanahaki disease because of his one sided love for shuichi TW: Mentions of Self Harm, Blood, and Vomiting. If you are uncomfortable with any of those topics, please read with caution! (Or don't read)

Smile Flower | Jihan by redinscent

[based on the fictional Hanahaki disease] Joshua felt like he was going to die from the sheer stress of it all and he couldn't stop crying. He wasn't crying out of sadness, but out of anxiety, fear, and physical pain. He was scared out of his mind and sometimes he felt dizzy from all of the thinking, heartaches, and throwing up. Jeonghan wanted to be there for him, he wanted to listen to whatever was on Joshua's mind and comfort him. He wanted to hold him tight in an embrace and tell him everything was gonna be okay- and he was too ignorant to even know what was bothering him.

Petals Don't Lie, But Friends Do ? - SkepHalo fanfic by x_CrystalClear_x

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Call me flower || Minsung by TheMinnieVerse

Jisung fell ill. Everything came to a standstill when, instead of a usual cough, he was surprised by bloody petals on his hand. Despair and tears became his everyday reality. With the concerned Felix by his side and Chan, a specialist in Hanahaki, he decides to undergo surgery. Unbeknownst to him, Minho volunteers to take him to the hospital. However, he doesn't realize that this journey will be his last, in which Jisung will see him not just as a beloved but as a best friend. "I'll take him. I have a driver's license, a lot of free time, and unlike you, a functioning car." "Felix, do you see that? Those petals? Those are his favorite flowers..." TW‼️Detailed description of the disease

Hanahaki || DNF Fanfiction/AU by GogyStyle

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A Poet's Secret by ookayooh

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Unspoken Melodies and Wilted Flowers by RionevA

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Blue and grey || ʏᴏᴏɴsᴇᴏᴋ✓ by floppy_toppy_

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It's Just a Cough (AsaNoya) ~completed~

Hanahaki is a disease where the affected coughs up the favorite flowers of the one they love, left untreated it can kill in a matter of weeks, you can get a surgery to remove the root, however you will forget everything about your loved one, or never feel love again. More commonly people let it kill them, but this can be avoided by confessing, however if you get rejected, the condition will progress faster and surgery will no longer be an option. The cough will start with a few petals, then progress to the entire flower head, after that a bit of blood, and finally, the entire flower with the stem and blood. If it gets to that point, you likely have days to live. The condition progresses faster or slower depending on how long the love has existed and how strong it is. Some of the warning signs for the disease are high unexplainable fevers along with harsh coughing fits and trouble breathing, these symptoms only occur for the worst cases however, so not everyone will have warning signs. "Great" Asahi sighed with his head in his hands. "Just what I needed." When Asahi gets sick and doesn't recover it's up to him and a few others to figure out what to do before it's too late, only, he has a secret he doesn't want them to know. Some say secrets can kill, but this time it's far too real. (Disclaimer!!! Idk if this will end up being finished but i have the plot mapped out, so if it does get abandoned, i can tell you about the ending if you want.) Literally the only ship in this story Is DaiSuga