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Not good enough.

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Reads 4,383
Votes 100
Parts 11
Time 50m

depressed love story

she is hurt,
she wants to be gone,
she can't deal with the pain, 
she can't go on,
she wants to give up,
she wants to give in,
she wants to be happy.

but she never is.
she judges herself,
others judge her too,
every day of her life,
is a struggle to get through.

Is this girl you?

I know it's me.All Rights Reserved

depressed love story

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