Not good enough.
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Complete Sat, Mar 26, 201650m
she is hurt,
she wants to be gone,
she can't deal with the pain,
she can't go on,
she wants to give up,
she wants to give in,
she wants to be happy.
but she never is.
she judges herself,
others judge her too,
every day of her life,
is a struggle to get through.
Is this girl you?
I know it's me.
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