I am Rikku Hearting, and I am 25 years old, and ever since I was born...
I knew I was born a girl, but sadly I felt a boy through and through.
I like boys, really I do, but I feel I'm a boy ya know.
Which my parents shunned me for, kicking me out of the house at 16, in Colorado Springs, so I moved, moved to Louisiana, and lived on my own.
I then found out I am a boy trapped in a girl's body, so I decided to have a surgery at 23, to have my breasts removed, and to legally change my gender to be male, thus I'm transgendered, and doing this in secret, nobody knows I am transgendered, not even Sookie Stackhouse my coworker.
I don't take hormones, because my immune system for an unknown reason won't let me.
Meaning I get sick, to where I throw up.
So I hide I'm transgendered, and that I still have periods like a girl.
Ever since I could remember I had a gift of having super strength, and I hide it from my coworkers, until I would need to use it, use it on accident, and my secret of being born a freak is revealed, revealed to vampires who witnessed it.
Eric and Sookie two years ago saved Godric from himself, from killing himself, with hope to find Godric something worth living for, and they do, in a boy, a boy that Godric wants, and Eric wants, finding this boy as their mate.
But, there's is a mystery about the boy, one that will soon be revealed, revealed that the boy was originally born female.
Will Eric and Godric accept their mate as he is?
Will they accept their mate is transgendered?
Find out in..
Their Butterfly!
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Jay is a soon-to-be-18-year-old nontransitioned and closeted transgender boy, who can't wait until the day he can escape his strict christian environment to transition. But his life is thrown into an arcade when it gets intertwined with his long-time crush Joshua's friend group during the summer break. Joshua's friend Jake shows interest in him from the start, thinking Jay is a girl, and Jay is too scared to come out since that would mean Joshua would find out too. But life has a lot of twists for them all.
Meanwhile, Jake, who has tried to escape his traumatic past in alcohol and one night stands, has decided that he wants to give Jay his all in and get rid of his bad habits for "her". But he soon realizes that he's not the only one after her and wants to make her his' once and for all - in a completely wrong way.
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Triggering topics such as rape, sexism, dysphoria, homo- and transphobia, self-harm and suicide.
I'm writing from my own experience from time to time, as a non-transitioned and closeted 16-year-old transgender boy from a strict church.
It's kind of a rollercoaster. At least for me it is.