Living on borrowed light...
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Ongoing, First published Jan 19, 2019
Mature
The predator, the prey -Two hearts begin beating in unison, a possibility that was simply unheard of.  Like a mirror of sorts, they recognize a similar darkness swirling between them. Her light, as bright as it was, was tainted with her own brand of darkness, and despite her imperfections, she was still bright enough to stun him out of his slumber like existence for a moment. Within the corners his everlasting numbness, however, was a secret, a hidden thirst that was never quenched, an empty coldness never shaken, that only he and his victims knew. When one day,  between a desperate bout of adrenaline,  that exchange of power occurs, and suddenly he feels. He feels that coldness subside, he feels another's soul beneath him for the very first time. But along with the feeling of life, the fear follows quickly behind it.  How did I allow us to get here? -  They say the eyes are the windows to the soul, and his soul, was of cold cobalt seas, that drowned all victims who were foolish enough to try and swim. - Her soul, was of warm honey browns, that penetrated right through him, she saw who he really was, yet, she stood still,  her light was some how burrowing through his cold heart, but for how long? She was beginning to disgust him. But was it really her he was disgusted with?  Or was he disgusted  with himself for what was beginning to form, for what he was finding himself allow? They say the light always wins... But does it?    - Life can change on a dime, and long with it, everything you thought you knew.
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SECRET TRAUMA || 18+ ✔️

40 parts Ongoing Mature

"I LOVE YOU." I said as the rain soaked through my clothes but I didn't care. My heart pounding louder than the thunder rumbling above us. I took a breath, my voice, shaky, but determined. "I loved you since the day I found you in that dark horrific alley... wounded" I smiled eager to hear the words I long for. He looked away, his jaw clenched. For a moment, all I could hear was the sound of rain hitting the pavement. Then, he finally spoke, his voice barely louder than a whisper. "Don't" His honey brown eyes meet mine, as I hear the coldness in his voice. "What..." I responded as my tears began to form, but still had a smile on my face. "Camilla.. you want to save people's life and make a difference in the world.. while I do the opposite I am not what you need if you want to succeed in that dream.." And just like that, my heart broke... again. I stood there in the downpour, watching him walk away, feeling the cold seep in. ⋆·:*¨༺ ♱ ♡ ♱ ༻¨*:· CAMILLIA ISABEL RAMÍREZ dreams of becoming a nurse to help others, but her life is turned upside down after her grandmother's murder. Her estrange brother, who left after a heated argument years ago, returns to the funeral, now mysteriously wealthy. As Camilla takes on the responsibility of caring for her rebellious, younger sister, she uncovers dark secrets to about her brother and his friends. At the same, she finds herself drawn to a single father and tries to earn his trust, unaware of the deeper connection between him, and her brother, dangerous world. All the while, she is hunted by the trauma of witnessing her parents tragic death in an explosion. ⋆·:*¨༺ ♱ ♡ ♱ ༻¨*:· "Mess with my loved ones, and you're not just facing me-you're stirring the storm of a whole family." - Secret trauma ⋆·:*¨༺ ♱ ♡