the fire within

no order could've been simpler, and though i fought with every shred of will power i had, still my body rose up and i started walking again to the edge. ''Jump'' the order came again, and after a moment's hesitation I actually did jump, ''SHIT!'' Patch's voice came to my ears then faded as i fell down the five floor building, it was the scariest thing I've ever done, and tears uncontiously gathered in my eyes as something coaght me, someone.....

''Hey there'' I looked into the brown eyes shaking as i held on to Axel with both my arms, I never felt so small, I've never hated myself so much for not being able to resist, and yet, as soon as he whispered: ''sleep'' in my ears, i blacked out.