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You Are my Light

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Hey! I've never written a fanfic before so forgive me me if it's crappy xD 
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Yuuri Katsuki hit rock bottom when Yuri Plisetsky, a first year in high school, began to bully him.  This starts in the 7th grade and seemed harmless at first but then got violent quickly and followed him to the his second year of highschool. Because of this Yuuri gets depressed. Yuuri turned to self harm to cope with his depression but knew he was hurting someone else. His soulmate. He knew his soulmate, Viktor was a popular kid in school and was an overall cheerful person. In this world any emotion or any pain he/she's in he/she will feel and will gradually escalate as time goes on. Yuuri was delighted and frightened about hearing Viktor talk to him for the first time. He felt insecure because he didn't want Viktor to be disappointed with the kind of person he was.
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Well yea kind of sloppy synopsis but I tried personally I don't think I'll get many views so I'll just do this for fun. 😄😄 mostly cuz I have zero confidence in anyone wanting to read my shitty writing. Anyway toddles!❤️All Rights Reserved

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