Losing My Love

Losing My Love

lily_leopards_12345

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Parts 1

Ongoing<5 mins

Last published Tue, Jun 10, 2014

it's going to be hard time for me now my boyfriend is dying and there is nothing i can do about. My name is Ruby and my boyfriend is called Chad and this is a sad and romantic story of our love

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