to chase away the monsters

After Sevastopol Amanda was saved by the Company and brought to the nearest space station called Delion. After one year of recovery she still feels burdened by the loss and misery she's experienced. Burrying herself in work and being a kind of older sister/mother figure to an orpan girl Amanda is ready to accept the closure Samuels has given to her. Assuming he is dead she honors his memory by trying to live a full life.

But then why does she feel a familiar terror lurking in the shadows of her new home? How did it get there? Why does it feel like part of her?