Strong language, depression, suicidal reader, bullying, if u get triggered by any of this, fair warning, I suggest u not read this, but I cant tell u what to and what not to read.
TRIGGER WARNING
this story contains triggering topics mentions of substance use, alcoholism and a lot more be advised may be upsetting to read please if you are struggling with any of this please reach out for help
THERE WILL BE HELP LINES AT THE BACK IF NEEDED :)