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Erase and Rewind

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Reads 39,804
Votes 581
Parts 20
Time 5h 10m

Getting drugged on GHB at a party is no fun, just ask Carson, she had to move away and is trying to start over. But things don’t get any better when her new neighbor, Alex, starts digging into her past and actually starts caring. 
Things take an unexpected turn when her ex-boyfriend Jeremy shows up on her doorstep, wanting answers, but Carson is convinced that he was the one who drugged and raped her. And her best friend is involved in a deadly car accident sending Carson over an emotional cliff with only Jeremy there to comfort her. Little does it help that her brother is dating the biggest air-headed blonde at her school who loves making Carson’s life miserable.
Can she get over her prejudice’s for Jeremy? And what about Alex who seem to be too good for her, does she really deserve him? And then there’s the memories that seem to be coming back from the night she was drugged…
There’s a reason they say you can’t run from you past, and Carson Martino is about to experience it firsthand.

A/N First thing I ever wrote. Now you're warned.All Rights Reserved

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