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Killing Me Slowly

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"Would you let me blindfold you, Elizabeth?"

With that one question, Elizabeth McNeill will be catapulted into a relationship unlike any other she's had before. She falls in love quickly with John Bendrix, a wealthy, dominant, closed off man. The further their relationship progresses, the further John pushes Elizabeth, until she has to choose between being with him, or losing her sanity. 

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CHAPTER EXCERPT:

He is standing in the same place, still staring at me, and motions at his belt. 

"Look at it."

I do. 

"Now look at me. In two minutes I can have you so that you're in bed for a week."

I flush despite my tears, stare at his belt, and close my eyes tightly. I can feel the leather against my skin, the pain that it brings...

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WARNING: 18+ only. Contains graphic sexual content, as well as sadomasochism. There are some serious TRIGGER WARNINGS in this story. Read at your own risk.All Rights Reserved

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