Ticci Toby × Suicidal Reader
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I were always bullied at school because of my disease C.I.P.A for those who dont know that means I can't feel pain.When I came home to see my home in flames I can't lie and say I was sad my parents were abusive so now that they are dead it makes things better.After a few weeks I started to fight back my bullies and got one of them i the hospital.They say i'm insane mabye they're right...
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