When Love Found Me

He's my secret crush. He makes me smile, I looked at him when he's not looking. I stare at him from a far. I'm not asking for more. Just a simple crush on him is enough. But I got the chance to know him, to be close to him.

He said he likes me, he said he loves me and he courted me. But when you thought things are going well, things just happened for you to realize it wasn't.

He hurt me. He lied to me. He pretended he loves me. He walked away from me.

And now he's back.

Should I still let him be a part of my life? Should I let myself be close to him again? Should I forgive him? and most of all...

Should I still love him?