Self Inflicted
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  • Reads 495
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  • Parts 11
  • Time 1h 1m
Ongoing, First published Jan 22, 2019
"I think of depression as an adjective, because each person you meet describes their pain differently. Maybe it's grief, maybe it's love, maybe it's as simple as it sounds... life got in the way and the decisions you've chosen brought this upon you, an underlying sadness you can't shake" 

Charlie Marshall lost her father.
Carter Parker lost his best friend.
Dylan Parker lost his mother. 
And Brandon Parker lost his life. 

But when you look from the outside, these four best friends seem to have nothing wrong with them. 
Except for the fact that their parents are hiding a secret that could end all of their lives. 

And just to make things more complicated Charlie finds herself falling in love. With one too many of the Parker boys. 

But what happens when you choose to ignore life's responsibilities, making your own bed and lying in it comfortably until something just doesn't seem right... 

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Self Inflicted; 
I don't own any of the pictures in this book
All rights reserved; nothing is to be copied. 
Thanks for giving my book a chance! 
-Alesha


- Some themes and language in this book are not suitable for people under the age of 18. -
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